Even though I knew, well now I know it wasn’t real. It still made me feel wanted and loved, even if just for a moment. I’d give everything to have it back, but then I feel stupid because why would I want something that wasn’t even real. But you see when you truly believe you are unwanted and no one loves you, you settle for anything. It’s sad but it’s the truth, as humans all we really want is to be loved. Even if the other person doesn’t really mean it, we’re still capable of believing the lovely lies they say. We fall for these words that mean nothing because we are lonely and desperate for someone, anyone to care. We think no one is ever going to love us, so we’ll believe the first person who says they love us even if that person doesn’t love us at all.
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